Decided to change the colour of my blog skin because 'blue' is in the trend now according to Seventeen magazine(April's issue).
I'm loving the font 'crafty girls'. (lame I know)
So... I've been doing a lot of research on the flight tickets to KL & accommodations there. Planning to go to Batu Cave. If you are wondering what the heck is that click '
here' to know more about it :)
I just recovered from a bad flu & slight fever. My trip to Health Promotion Board for my immunization jab failed because my Mom forgot to sign the consent form to 'acknowledge' that she approves me to have the jab, and I'll have to make another trip down next Monday. Boring...
Went back to EVSS to practice dance with Aaron today. It was an impromptu decision.
Met up with love and the rest for dinner @ Changi village. Dinner was sumptuous. Try the Chicken chop hor fun. It is NAISE (Y)
Got home after dinner.
LONG POST AHEAD!
(My personal stuff. Feel free to read)
I guess I've ever mentioned that I come from a broken family but have not shared that my Dad is a gambler? Well... He used to be one but now he has turned over a new leaf. I'm not staying with my Dad so I seldom get to see him probably once every two weeks? He is a taxi driver now and his income isn't enough for him to pay back his debts. I do not know how many people does he exactly owe, how much etc. All I know is that he is putting unlimited effort to pay back.
I used to be extremely embarrass to tell/answer people who asked about my Dad because I've always felt that letting others know about his occupation as a 'bookie' would change their view on me. During those years when my Dad was one of them, I spent money lavishly and have never spared a thought on saving because cash flow was FUCKING easy like water. When he won, he won BIG. When he lost, he lost pathetically that his mood would fuck the whole world upside down. Because of his bad temper that my Mom could no longer tolerate, it lead to a divorce.
Last week, I gave my Dad $200. This week, I gave another $100. I just collected my pay for my IT Fair($160)(Basic) and I spent it all. I treated my Dad, Uncle, Grandfather & Bro to dinner the other night and it cost $50+ close $60. Sigh... I'm really having a hard time now because I've got this bad feeling that my Dad will continue to look for me whenever he is in need of cash. It may seem wrong but if you come to think of it he has been taking care of me for the past 16years of my life and he hasn't complain a single shit.
Damn it. All I can say is that... FINANCING & DEPENDING ON YOUR OWN AIN'T FUCKING EASY. For those of you kids/teenagers out there who are complaining that you don't have enough money to spend on this that go and think back what have you contribute to your family. Talking may seem easy but doing it isn't so please spare a thought for your parents.
WTH I have no idea why I just typed out everything about my Dad & how I felt.
Cya sooon :)
Going off now.